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If your character has any notes that they plan on leaving behind in case of their death, post them here! However, once a character has died the Hunters will be free to search their room, so there's a chance that they will be able find whatever your character has left behind. All comments in this post will be screened.
last note to america
America,
When I first found out about this game and the role I'd be playing in it, I stayed up all night writing a detailed letter to you explaining all of my motivations and everything I wanted you to know once I was gone. It was nineteen pages long and a veritable work of literature. Shakespeare would have wept. You probably would have stopped reading halfway through and demanded a film version with more explosions.
Last night, I burned it.
The thing is...no matter how beautifully composed, last letters are essentially all the same, aren't they? They're regrets. All the words we wish we could have said while we were still alive, all the things we could never get past our pride or our emotions or even just the rules of a sadistic game. And after the past few nights...I don't think I have any left. I had the privilege of being able to tell you everything I wanted to face-to-face, and I'm grateful for it. So instead, I'll simply leave you with this:
I love you. And I'm proud of you. Even in our darkest of times, I've never regretted meeting you, not for a second. You've made my days brighter, and I thank you for it.
Watch out for the hunters. They'll be going after you now that I'm not around. Live. Be happy. Don't forget me, but don't be afraid of moving on either. You were never one made to wallow in grief. You're young yet, you still have so many experiences ahead of you; I want you to live them all to the fullest, with nothing holding you back. As long as I know you're at peace, I will be as well.
All my best,
England
PS: If I'm right about us meeting again once this game is over, suffice to say that we will never speak of this again.