last notes

[gamehead]

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[purethingsonly]

Ada's journal itself is blank, but in it she's left a number of notes to various people, each separated and folded in half.

+ the first is addressed to Ciel and recounts what she once told her - that she had been her first friend in Prayer's Pass and that she had truly meant what she said then. It tells her in what seems to be a playfully harsh tone to do her best to win and stay alive. She then goes on to mention the last letter she wrote - telling Ciel that she did indeed leave behind the last wish that she spoke with her about, so that all the remaining players might get to read it. It finishes with an apology, and then with thanks; expressing that she was glad to have met her.

+ the second is addressed to Holden. It thanks him for the time he spent helping her prepare memorials and asks him to - if it's not too silly - offer a prayer for her brother Oz in her place if she should die before him. At the end she adds that if he finishes the book he's reading, he should tell her about it.

+ the third is addressed to Kyouko, and appears to be some manner of formal confession - the one she offered at the trial. It details the task she was given and the plan - which she offers, "it wasn't my plan, it was England's plan, but I accepted it nonetheless." She goes over the few encounters she made and her numerous layers of lies - which she calls "a foolish act of desperation". Included also is an apology as well for lying to her and the rest of the prey - stating that she had no choice. She also accounts the manner in which she was the one who stole a gun belonging to Kyouko and her intention to use it to, as a last effort, take down one last obstacle.

+ the last is odd, with no particular recipient listed and is written open endedly. It is her last attempt to articulate her feelings to all the remaining players. To the best of her ability she attempts to communicate a fondness for everyone she's met and describes a desire for everyone to find some way to be strong and survive. She expresses a desire to see them all happy somehow, even though she knows it's stupid and probably impossible. But as she claims, it is her final wish and if nothing else... she wanted them to know that regardless of all of her actions - she had been rooting for everyone as a whole all along, no matter what their role was.

"We are not defined by our roles but by something much, much greater."

She expresses that she's glad to have met every one of the players, regardless of role or circumstances - that she met so many great people she wouldn't have otherwise. It mentions a few: Charles, whom she found to be gloomy, but nice, America, Tony Stark, Makoto Naegi, and Steve Rogers whom all she admired for different reasons. But after she speaks of those few, she finishes that she would mention everyone if she could, but that it would take too much time.

"You are all very unique and wonderful, and you all deserve to be saved. It just... was chosen that I couldn't do that. No matter how much I wanted to."

She tells them not to give up and to keep fighting for what each of them believes in. And then with a final apology she finishes it -

"Goodbye."

And at the bottom, signs her name one last time - Ada Vessalius