[That's okay because she doesn't want to let go either. Despite their long and troubled and well Eastern European history together Poland has somehow become one of her closest friends. And it's not fair to ask him to break the news to her siblings ...but she has no other choice.]
Yes. It does.
[She's so far gone in sorrow that even her tears are used up. There's just a numb dry feeling that she's never going to be able to hug Poland again, that she's never going to be the person to break bad news to her siblings because everyone else was too afraid. That she's never going to be their big sister ever again.
This horrible feeling, the certainty that was with her...Was this how her brother felt all the time?
She hugs Poland close, wishing she could get one last chance to tell her brother that she understood now. Why he was so afraid everyone was going to leave him. The hollow empty feeling inside that felt like you were breaking apart.]
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Yes. It does.
[She's so far gone in sorrow that even her tears are used up. There's just a numb dry feeling that she's never going to be able to hug Poland again, that she's never going to be the person to break bad news to her siblings because everyone else was too afraid. That she's never going to be their big sister ever again.
This horrible feeling, the certainty that was with her...Was this how her brother felt all the time?
She hugs Poland close, wishing she could get one last chance to tell her brother that she understood now. Why he was so afraid everyone was going to leave him. The hollow empty feeling inside that felt like you were breaking apart.]