I wish I'd never approached him in the first place but I was taking Ciel's advice. I almost wished I hadn't when I saw you running around trying to figure out whom I would have recognized during the trial. During the trial...

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During the trial, it was before Kyouko had been converted and... and she avenged me after all. I was so proud of that. And I wonder what would have happened instead if I'd lived longer.