[...Goddammit. Sayaka's face tightens--she was hoping that it'd be easier than this, that it could just be simple. It never seems to be.
She looks to the Tv for a moment--she can see everything there. She wonders if Kirigiri may have seen how she reacted. ...How she referred to her. How she...
She shivers a bit, and...tries to give Kirigiri a smile. It's failing--she's just trying not to let her emotions go too soon, it's not her right to do so--]
...It...really meant a lot to me, Kirigiri-chan. Even after...
[Her eyes shut, tightly trying to trap her emotions in there. She doesn't speak for a few seconds, trying to keep everything under control.]
Even after everything that happened... [...Ugh. It's not working, why is it not--] I'm so...sorry, I...
[Yeah, no more words are coming out of her. Even if Kirigiri was converted...goddammit, she was still kind of the person she trusted most in this whole damn dismal place. And look at what happened to her; Sayaka's own role did her in. Sayaka...by proxy, Sayaka killed her.
...Sorry Kirigiri, she's...just gonna try and slip out of there. She doesn't believe she has the right to cry in front of her, not after what she did, even if Kirigiri was a wolf. A wolf, a wolf, a wolf..! ...A wolf that became precious to her, just by the sheer fact that she wasn't alone if she had her around. And ultimately, that did Sayaka in too.
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She looks to the Tv for a moment--she can see everything there. She wonders if Kirigiri may have seen how she reacted. ...How she referred to her. How she...
She shivers a bit, and...tries to give Kirigiri a smile. It's failing--she's just trying not to let her emotions go too soon, it's not her right to do so--]
...It...really meant a lot to me, Kirigiri-chan. Even after...
[Her eyes shut, tightly trying to trap her emotions in there. She doesn't speak for a few seconds, trying to keep everything under control.]
Even after everything that happened... [...Ugh. It's not working, why is it not--] I'm so...sorry, I...
[Yeah, no more words are coming out of her. Even if Kirigiri was converted...goddammit, she was still kind of the person she trusted most in this whole damn dismal place. And look at what happened to her; Sayaka's own role did her in. Sayaka...by proxy, Sayaka killed her.
...Sorry Kirigiri, she's...just gonna try and slip out of there. She doesn't believe she has the right to cry in front of her, not after what she did, even if Kirigiri was a wolf. A wolf, a wolf, a wolf..! ...A wolf that became precious to her, just by the sheer fact that she wasn't alone if she had her around. And ultimately, that did Sayaka in too.
Ugh.]