Holden Caulfield ([personal profile] goddamnphonies) wrote in [personal profile] gamehead 2013-06-07 04:46 am (UTC)

[He looks kind of hurt for a second at the mention Beat was acting under her orders but soon externally recovers.]

You know, England proposed once that we shoot someone and then use the lighter fluid to burn the body. I don't know how we never did that. [He scowls.] I'm just never going to get over the nations or Naegi being so d--espicably selfish. I'm really not. Just... starting out thinking some people were special...

But Naegi was the worst. He really was. England and Kirigiri limited themselves to the caregiver and defender, at least. Naegi was just a waste of a slot. Just--

[He groans and sinks deeper into his chair.] I tried really hard, you know, to not be biased or anything and come up with strategies. To be useful so they wouldn't see the lone wolf as a threat to themselves. I guess I did it too much so people could tell I was a wolf no matter what. But I'm sick of it, I really am. I'm just no good at this stuff. The best contribution I could make was actually pulling a gun on Spain and beating up Sayaka so badly people suspected it was personal. I wish nobody bought the nations' crazy talk and Nygma did whatever it was the alpha was supposed to.

There's not much wishing does when you're dead, though, is there, Miss Ciel.

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