I still hurt someone innocent in the end. They should have stopped me sooner.

[ She's grateful for the fact it was only one person, but that doesn't make it any easier to deal with. In the end, she's angry less about her own death and more about the method — there was no need to make everyone else see what was left afterward. ]

... We know that thing can bring people back. If we're lucky, it might do the same for the rest of you. [ Herself excluded; she gave up that right when she killed her first non-hunter. ]