[When she gets over the fact that she was physically struck--something she's never experienced before either--her eyes become shiny again, but she holds back the tears and her expression strengthens if only slightly.]
How could I have known that without looking into who he was?
How could I have trusted him even after when everyone can see how close they are to each other? If England knew he was the protector, why wasn't he targeted to be killed? I know my role was dangerous to the hunters, but a protector role is just as detrimental to them.
How could I have known if he would've believed me or not, or if he'd even act on his role. Because obviously he hasn't done so yet.
You're telling me everything I could've done and should've done now after it's too late. Don't you think I wish I could turn back time and conduct things differently?
But I can't.
I did the best I thought I could've back then, and even if it doesn't appear so, that was the most I could do--attempt to do what I thought was the best course.
You have reason to be angry with me, but don't blame me for being unable to stop everything.
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How could I have known that without looking into who he was?
How could I have trusted him even after when everyone can see how close they are to each other? If England knew he was the protector, why wasn't he targeted to be killed? I know my role was dangerous to the hunters, but a protector role is just as detrimental to them.
How could I have known if he would've believed me or not, or if he'd even act on his role. Because obviously he hasn't done so yet.
You're telling me everything I could've done and should've done now after it's too late. Don't you think I wish I could turn back time and conduct things differently?
But I can't.
I did the best I thought I could've back then, and even if it doesn't appear so, that was the most I could do--attempt to do what I thought was the best course.
You have reason to be angry with me, but don't blame me for being unable to stop everything.