Yeah... she is kinda. Self destructive. [If refusing to return to life if she got the chance in exchange for Poland getting to live instead is any indication.]

But I mean anything we give up is hard to part with. That's what Critter wants.

Kanaya wants to give up memories of her best friend for life. I couldn't do that. I'd rather hack off my arm in a heartbeat. [Another reason Poland's glad he swapped her for the church and put off her sacrifice for another day. Not that he'd say it out-loud. Seriously at least.]

Maybe we should make of a list of who got to bring physical stuff and who didn't. And unless we need to make a serious statement like I did with my sacrifice, we prioritize the physical junk first.